Monday, 9 November 2009

Lost the "Push".

I enjoyed blogging when i first started this blog, but its starting to seem like such a hassle nowadays. School is really taking all of my time and energy these days especially since deadlines are coming up and im not feeling well. However, what I find weird is that instead of stressing out i've been reacting in a weird way. By that I mean ive been trying to avoid my assignments.

"out of sight out of mind"

Ive been trying to avoid seeing my books and papers, because it just kills me with guilt that I am not fully on track. I think the lack of lessons and one on one tutorials are making me feel a bit self concious of my work and that is why Im lacking the "push" to accomplish more work. However, I have been trying to get myself back on track by managing my time, I started working on a critical path today which I think will be very helpful. I also booked an appointment with study support to clarify a few questions I had.

School aside, I feel like there is so much going on around me. which I will not mention for personal reasons, so it is so hard to focus. School is starting to be a side thing rather than the main focus, and it shouldn't because this is my last year!

Ciao
xoxo

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